Sunday, May 8, 2011

Abraham Rampages About Music

I took a lot of pictures of my "old" kitchen as I prepared for the manifestation of my new kitchen. This blue glass is all packed away now. Cabinets arrive Wednesday!




On January 16th 2011, I wrote a Vortex Diary about seeing the Oregon Symphony perform Brahms Piano Concerto No. 2. (http://vortexdiary.blogspot.com/2011_01_16_archive.html)


Emanuel Ax was the guest pianist and Emmanuel Villaume was the guest conductor. I still think about that concert almost every day because it was such a dramatic experience of being swept into the Vortex in a completely rapturous and Divine manner. Here is an excerpt from that Vortex Diary in which I tried to put the experience into words:



"There are many moments in my life in which music has moved me immensely. There are a few that have moved me with such intensity that I know that my body, soul and spirit have permanently altered. For me it happened at the beginning of the second movement. Something about those opening chords hit me and I began ascending on a musical skyrocket. And then I went with the piece into the Vortex with Brahms and we melded minds in there and I was in love with him and music and the world and with life itself. During the third movement I dissolved into the music. The atoms of my body were unbound and floated above and around the Universe amongst the sound waves and vibrations made by not only the instruments but by all the expanded Vortexes of us all there together."


Tonight I found a YouTube clip in which Abraham, in response to a request from a conductor-in-training, does a rampage of appreciation that expands on what I was trying to convey. It's short and to-the-point and I couldn't help but offer it to you all:


Enjoy!


Sunday, May 1, 2011

Abraham: Words Don't Teach Me; Life Experience Does

A couple of friends from the current kitchen window sill who will be packed away while our new kitchen manifests.


If I want to know where I am currently vibrating, all I really have to do is to see what it is I am currently manifesting. It is always a match, no exceptions. And while that is very good news, sometimes it takes me a while to stop observing the current unwanted manifestation long enough to change my current pattern of thought. When I'm out of the Vortex, it seems like I can hardly remember a thing about how to get back in. Simple and beautiful things like:


-I don't have to think about this right now.


-I'm doing that thing that I do (that keeps me out of the Vortex); aren't I precious?


-I'm having a Step 1 (asking)moment; this will make Step 3 (allowing) even sweeter.


-You're welcome, Universe! (It is our asking, after all, that expands the Universe.)


-I am where I am. (Acceptance)


-17 seconds (Holding a thought that brings relief for as little as 17 seconds attracts more thoughts like it.)


-68 seconds (Holding a thought for 68 seconds resets our current vibration.)


I'm in the Vortex often enough that when I'm out lately (and this is very good news, really) I feel a little like this young woman (whom I absolutely adore for asking this question):
http://tinyurl.com/HairBlowingBack


And sometimes it takes me a while to get back in because I am human, just like Esther:
http://tinyurl.com/EstherSoldOutBook


And when I get back in, it feels so fantastically fabulous that I bless all those OOV experiences, all of those Step 1 moments, because that is how I really learn. I am also reminded how much I learn from all the young people with whom I interact in all the classrooms I visit. And sometimes I remember how much I have learned from my own son who has always had the courage to disregard so much of what I tried to teach him from outside the Vortex. The young woman in the following clip reminded me so much of my son that it moved me to tears of joy:




And it made me laugh in appreciation of what it is I used to believe about getting a job: Get up early; dress for the job; apply for every job you have time to apply for that day. When I tried to teach that strategy to my job-seeking son, he simply replied, "Mom, why would I apply for a job I don't want?" Touch
é!

I recently had plans to visit Portland. While I was planning to have fun, I mixed into my vibration some dutiful, responsible, adult thoughts about what I "should" accomplish (shoulding all over myself). Luckily my inner being just would not cooperate and kept calling me to thoughts of relaxation, renewal, invigoration and just pure FUN. Oh, I tried to ignore the call of Source, but it was just too powerful that morning as I arose without an alarm after sleeping as much as my body desired. I stayed in the shower for a LONG time enjoying the water pouring over my head. I chatted with my body as I welcomed me back into areas I had been ignoring. I basked and dawdled and fussed over myself, experiencing almost intoxicating doses of self-appreciation. I remembered that life is supposed to be good and that it is REALLY good when you feel your way into the Vortex. Every time I had a thought about time or commitment or duty or pleasing anyone but myself, I said things like: 
"There is no hurrying in the Vortex." 
and
"Things always work out for me." 
and 
"Feeling good is THE most important thing I have to do."

And when I called my son to tell him that I would be there in an hour, he confirmed that it was the perfect time for me to arrive.

Here are a few things that I lined up with that day:

-a brand new pressure cooker (instruction booklet included) for $10.00. What is remarkable is that the day before I had seen an ad for an upcoming sale on a pressure cooker. I had pinned the ad to a bulletin board in my kitchen. 
-a short visit with two amazing little folks (grandkids of a longtime acquaintance) whom I found adorable and entertaining 
-a very long conversation with a 91-year-old man whom I met, ironically enough, in the clock section of the store. 

-And when I finally made it to a favorite sushi restaurant it was packed. I signed in on a very long waiting list. I noticed that I was the only party of one and that there was one seat at the bar. I asked the waiter and he said it was their policy to make people wait their turn. I began to hear some negative thoughts arise, but I also heard him say, "It's really up to the hostess." A woman who overheard the conversation approached me and wanted to commiserate about how unjust she felt this policy was. I told her that I was going to chat with the hostess (I didn't tell her that I was also making the decision to step away from the negative thinking--both hers and mine). I asked the hostess if I could take the single seat at the bar and (you guessed it) she said, "Sure! Have a seat."

ASK AND IT IS GIVEN!

*I am going to spend some time in the Vortex thinking about how much I appreciate a consistent font.

 

 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Abraham: Vortextual Recipes for Split Peas and Elder Fashionistas

Wish I'd "styled" the soup bowl a little. This is the OMG version of the recipe that follows. Split pea soup is not the most beautiful of soups until you actually put it in your mouth. That's why I put it next to my gorgeous and beautiful-sounding singing bowl I recently purchased from Goodwill for $3.99. I often say to myself when I am shopping thrift stores: "I always get the best stuff."
And so it is.




This blogpost takes a departure from previous Vortex Diaries. So many things put me into the Vortex--it's not just Abraham for me as I am sure it is not for you all. I recently dabbled in some contrast and Abraham is right--it feels worse to be OOV now than it used to and you can't go back to not knowing how good it feels to be in the Vortex. So today I feel WONDERFUL!!!!


Susan Powter currently focuses on what she perceives to be threatening and scary about government and politics and reality. I try to ignore all that by seeing her through the eyes of source and because I know that so many of us have patterns of activation like that and because who she really is creates amazing recipes. I've always loved split pea soup and with our recent cool weather, have craved it. So when she meandered through her version on a podcast I decided to try it. I rarely follow a recipe exactly because I've devised ways to cut prep and cooking times.


Susan Powter's original recipe:

3-4 cloves garlic finely chopped
6 onions diced
olive oil--a few tablespoons
salt
pepper
chicken bouillon--a couple of cubes
a lot of dried split peas (3-4 cups probably)

Saute the garlic in a large pan in the olive oil for a few minutes. Add onions, salt and pepper  and saute until the onions are tender. Sprinkle split peas over the top thickly. Add water and bouillon. Cook until peas are tender or obliterated--you decide.

What I did:

5 onions diced
5 T minced garlic (or more--I get the minced garlic in water from Winco)
4 T (maybe that much--probably less) olive oil
1 tsp salt
3/4 C fake chicken broth from Life Source

The garlic, onions, salt and olive oil get cooked at 50% power in microwave in black silicone pan for about 20-25 min. I check after 15 to stir and adjust seasoning. You can use a ceramic bowl for this, of course--just make sure it's covered. I used to do my onions on high, but I think they're better cooked more slowly.

I boil 2 pots of water in electric tea kettle. I turn the crockpot on high. I put "a lot" of split peas into the boiling water (3-4 cups).

I add the cooked onions. I cover and leave it overnight and probably for a couple of hours after I get up.

Variations:
For the first OMG version, I added these ingredients (to taste) to the onion mixture before nuking:

Balsamic Vinegar
Honey
Other assorted vinegars

For the second OOOMG version I added these ingredients (to taste) to the onion mixture before nuking:

Balsamic Vinegar
Honey
Other assorted vinegars
Kirin (sweet cooking wine)
Red chili flakes
Cayenne

This soup just keeps getting better each time I tinker with the recipe. 

And another thing that absolutely rocked my world is this COOL blog by Ari Seth Cohen. It's called Advanced Style and it is AMAZING. I found out about it when Rice Freeman-Zachary tweeted about it and linked to her blog, where she features a very cool podcast interview with Cohen. It's the April 19th post:


While I listened I surfed over to Cohen's blog and was delighted:


And of course I cannot leave the Vortex without offering some Abraham links:

http://tinyurl.com/BlissThroughoutDay

This is a very long Abraham clip I promised to folks from the fabulous Abraham Meetup group put together by Kerie Logan (check out her website listed on the side bar--she is brilliant):


Nos vemos en La Vortex. (I don't know if it's masculine or feminine in there, but I'll default to the femme.






Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Abraham: When to Deconstruct Thought

I heard, for the first time back in my 12-Step days, the admonition to stop "shoulding all over myself". The 90's overflowed with revelations to the then-nascent part of me that suspected that I am a Divine and lovable being. I began to realize that the giant flaws I perceived in myself did not actually exist. It was just that I listened almost constantly to a looping soundtrack of my own voice endlessly repeating negative statements made about me by others. I kept on hand also, a film library, showing actual footage of events I perceived to be the embarrassing, humiliating "truth" about me. I repeat this distillation of my old story today to revel in its absurdity and to celebrate its demise--and to acknowledge that all of that Step One asking made way for the joy I can feel today when I catch myself doing just a little bit of "shoulding" on myself.


The process of deliberate creation almost sounds like an action journey. And while action plays a huge part in deliberate creation, only inspired action taken while in the Vortex harnesses the power that creates worlds. I offer no further detail of the events that led me to remember to "get into the Vortex and then...."  I offer instead that which I found after I followed that Divine call of Source Energy:


http://tinyurl.com/Deconstruct-Not-Rampage


Our new kitchen, currently on display in the Vortex.