|Wouldn't it be nice if....I had a new kitchen?|
Almost two weeks since I've blogged!!!! And it's not because I haven't been applying the Amazing Teachings of Abraham that are expanding inevitably and rapidly these days because of the synergy of our interactions with them and because of the very nature of expansion. If you haven't been on YouTube lately, GO THERE and listen to the excerpts of the new material from late 2010. Again, here is a list of user names that I listen to, my favorites I list in italics:
Some of the "new" ideas that Abraham is bringing to us:
What is current reality is old news; what is in your Vortex is already created and is the reality that we can't interpret with our physical senses, but that is just as real as what we are currently interpreting. Here's something about that:
The Vortex As Current Reality:
The morning I wrote the blogpost "Expansion Expanding" about being at the symphony and being swept so powerfully into the Vortex (January 16, 2011), I had an experience that virtually blew the top off my head. I wrote that post in a wonderful Vortextual frenzy that started even before I awakened that day. Since I had gone to sleep in the Vortex with Brahms and the two Emanuels and the whole symphony accompanying me into the nonphysical where resistance disappears and we are our most allowing (that's what sleep is), I was in the Vortex the moment I opened my eyes, which was very early and very dark still on that Saturday morning. I was thrilled to be there in my cozy bed and noticed that I was being flooded with ideas and inspiration and wonderful bodily sensations and just a general giddy delight. I had so many ideas, that I reached for my bedside journal and turned on the light to begin writing as fast as I could. I had ideas for tearing apart the narrative convention in writing. I had ideas about working with kids (games to use at a high school level to teach brain and nervous system concepts, languaging to work with those kids, etc.). I was composing the piece that would become that day's blog. I could barely keep up with my brain. My wonderful partner objected to the light, so I turned it off and wrote in the dark and LOVED the process, ADORED the process and loved and adored my partner and myself and all those around me and all of creation. I was love personified and I hadn't even meditated yet that day. I decided to track the sensations that accompanied this rarefied state and found that around my upper head (my crown and forehead area) I felt a buzzing sensation. And while the sensation seemed to emanate from within, I was actually feeling the buzzing outside my body as well--almost as if I was somehow interacting with the atmosphere around me. I experienced this as tiny dots of light (hundreds of them) coming in at me and coming out of me as they suspended themselves in a kind of rounded dome outside my head. So pleasant and energizing. Oh, I thought, with Somatic Experiencing in my mind, what happens if I track that sensation? So I tracked it and found that if I concentrated on the physical sensation of those bright, lit-up, buzzing dots that then I began to feel a similar sensation inside my heart region. This was more like a bar or a shelf of the same buzzing dots, but a little closer together and inside my chest on the left side over my heart. Both sensations intensified as I tracked them and it was extremely pleasurable. By this time, I sensed that my partner was at least partially awake and I told him that I was tracking these wonderful sensations and it suddenly came to me that maybe I was actually physically experiencing intense and unusual neural activity. (At least 40% of the cells in our hearts are neurons--in other words they are another brain.) I was in a completely knowing state and a state of allowing, so I accept that information fully. I knew that this was a result of the musical co-creation of the night before and have experienced similar things in the past with other musicians in other settings, but never with this much allowing on my part. A wonderful and amazing experience, but wait, it gets better.
Ever since I've been blogging, which is, in essence, coming out into the open about being an Abraham fan and being very public about it, my life has been just one long series of synchronicities. At times I barely have time to think a thought before it materializes. For instance, just a few days after the neuron buzz, I found the following excerpt from the October, 2010 Stamford gathering CD, which perfectly and accurately described exactly what I had experienced the previous Saturday morning. Here it is:
The New Tangible Vortex:
And now an appreciative and loving shout out to all those of you who read the Vortex Diary and call me or email me or leave comments or subscribe:
YOU ROCK, PEOPLE!!!!
You know that we are co-creating and every time one of you takes the time to communicate, it is just the gravy on the taters. I will continue writing about these experiences because I truly enjoy sharing them.
And because of my habitual residence near or in the Vortex, I am now involved in co-creating a new kitchen for our home. I'm already experiencing LOTS of synchronicity in this process. For instance, we met with our contractor and designer one evening last week, after which I was to attend a birthday party. Just before I left for the party, I mentioned that we would like to cut costs by doing as much hands-on work as possible. At the party I talked about the kitchen rehab and another guest begged me to call her for any demo work we might have available because demo is in her Vortex. Oh, yeah!