Abraham: When to Deconstruct Thought

I heard, for the first time back in my 12-Step days, the admonition to stop "shoulding all over myself". The 90's overflowed with revelations to the then-nascent part of me that suspected that I am a Divine and lovable being. I began to realize that the giant flaws I perceived in myself did not actually exist. It was just that I listened almost constantly to a looping soundtrack of my own voice endlessly repeating negative statements made about me by others. I kept on hand also, a film library, showing actual footage of events I perceived to be the embarrassing, humiliating "truth" about me. I repeat this distillation of my old story today to revel in its absurdity and to celebrate its demise--and to acknowledge that all of that Step One asking made way for the joy I can feel today when I catch myself doing just a little bit of "shoulding" on myself.


The process of deliberate creation almost sounds like an action journey. And while action plays a huge part in deliberate creation, only inspired action taken while in the Vortex harnesses the power that creates worlds. I offer no further detail of the events that led me to remember to "get into the Vortex and then...."  I offer instead that which I found after I followed that Divine call of Source Energy:


http://tinyurl.com/Deconstruct-Not-Rampage

Our new kitchen, currently on display in the Vortex.

Abraham: Do Only What You Want To Do

Fake Flowers Can Be Beautiful

I awakened today without an alarm at 6:21 AM. I thought I had set my alarm, which would have roused me an hour and six minutes earlier, but I did so in the dark of midnight. I inadvertantly gave my body exactly as much sleep as it wanted. I was not called by the sub office. It is, after all, just two days before spring vacation, and teacher contracts disallow taking time off just before or after a break. I have some tasks that, just a short time ago, I would have referred to as "things I need to accomplish" or as "things I've got to do". Obligations, it is generally agreed by society at large, are part and parcel of everyday life. Abraham don't play that. Lately, as evidenced by the newest workshops I'm hearing via those genius creators who upload brilliantly hand-picked selections to YouTube, Abraham is reminding us why we came here. We came here as genius creators in order to experience the joy of creation and to expand the Universe and to have fun in the doing of it.

And to think I was just about to dive into my tasks without getting solidly into the Vortex! I congratulate myself in this moment because instead of diving in while not quite in the Vortex, I instead got myself right over to my YouTube channel and began listening to Abraham. I listened to a short excerpt and felt my vibration rising. MMMMMM......DELICIOUS! I let my intuition guide me to another video from the fabulous Saraksan, even though I had listened to this particular video on my phone at work already. Its title, "Do Only What You Want To Do" enticed me. As often happens when I just listen, Abraham's words and powerful vibration called me into the Vortex, and here I am, once again, speaking to you from inside. I love myself when I'm in here. I love all of you when I'm in here. I love Abraham when I'm in here. And as I milk it and bask a bit and check into my body, here's what I find:

-a soft white glow pulsing inside the front perimeter of my trunk 
-a pleasant walnut-shaped pressure at the base of my throat
-a warm blue buzz inside my skull just beneath my forehead

It's so nice in here in the Vortex. I invite you all to find your way in. It might not be this video that does it, but you'll find a way:

http://tinyurl.com/DoOnlyWhatYouWant

And here's the best thing of all. Now I don't "need" to do anything. Now I want to.

Abraham: Letting Things Happen

HYDRANGEA AFTER SNOW.

In bliss and on my way out of town for the day. Got hit between the eyes (think shaktiput) by a passage from some Abraham I listened to yesterday. So, I have less and less to say lately and will just pass on this passage and a link with very little explanation. I trust that those who seek this information will not only find their way here, they will understand what is published here is an offering that could sweep them into the Vortex. So, here is the excerpt:


"We can allow ourselves through practice of releasing resistance to be that broader perspective (of Source energy)...and when you begin walking around in this physical body, this perception will give meaning--quantifiable, measurable feelings of expansion-- to that nonphysical energy that is tangible and understandable and even something that can be conversed with others. But the source that is you is having all of those experiences too. When you feel thrilled, when you feel love, it is because you have rendezvoused with Source. Source isn't faking love. When you have that feeling that moves through you, you've rendezvoused with the way Source is feeling right now. And the reason that Source is feeling it right now is; better stated: the reason that you are feeling Source feel it right now--did you get the distinction--the reason that you are feeling Source feel it right now is because in that moment you have created the circumstances and you have established the rendezvous point for the expansiveness of that which is Source to have that moment in time of love. That is really why we are all in this together, you see. We are all in this together. You are not here as puppets on a string; and you are not here as unworthy-trying-to-become-worthy appendages of that which is Source. You are Source in physical body focused with the deliberate intention of exploring and expanding. We cannot find, no matter how we focus upon that which you are, we cannot find separation between that which is you and that which is us. But you find it occasionally and you don't feel good when you do."


And here is the link to the YouTube video from which this is excerpted:


http://tinyurl.com/Esther-sSoul-OurSouls


And for even more deliciousness, find out what Abraham says about deadlines:


http://tinyurl.com/LesBontempsRoulez


I have started really enjoying naming my own tiny URL's so that I can keep track of the amazing material I find online. A shout out to my son for turning me on to Evernote about a year ago. I'm just beginning to appreciate the power of this amazing program that syncs notes from your phone to your computer and vice-versa. It's a wonderful tool for organizing all my Abraham links and excerpts and info I want access to at any time. I'm also in love with my Android--the Samsung Vibrant--because it is so fast and so beautiful and light and, well, I'm just appreciating.


Oh, and when you listen to the deadline video, just know that I have made a decision, like Jerry did, to just quit trying to make things happen and just let things happen. My life in the last month has been leading me to that decision and that video was just the push I needed. 


Get into the Vortex and then......

ANYTHING ELSE YOU HAVE TIME FOR!!!!

Abraham: Get Into the Vortex, Then Anything Else I Have Time For

Pretty Beads

As I wrote to you from the Vortex yesterday, I sat in my soft warm clothing typing away until around 11:30 AM. I knew I had a journey ahead of me that day and I had a rough idea of the amount of time it would take to get there. I also had a list of email addresses to add to the "Blog Readers" group I notify when I post. I also make it a practice to get over to HootSuite, a cool little service that autoposts to Twitter and Facebook for me when I tell it that I've blogged. Of course I wanted to shower, dress and groom for my destination and I wanted to accomplish all of this while staying in the Vortex. 


My fabulous partner came by the doorway and perhaps because he observed me typing away at that particular time, made mention of the actual amount of time it would take to drive to our destination. It was a longer time than I had budgeted for realistically AND I was still "IN" as I thought something along the lines of "There's no need to hurry in the Vortex."


I jumped out for just a minute to think, "Yeah, right," caught myself and reaffirmed the previous thought. I did speed through editing and revision a bit, and noticed later that I missed a few things which I took care of last night after we got home, but we left at just about the right time. I had a couple crankier thoughts about how far away it was and how much time it would take and others of the wah-wah variety but they were fleeting because my vibration won't descend far without my notice these days. To compensate, I jumped quickly back to "Did you lose a cat?"* and I was back in the Vortex.


For a WONDERFUL lesson in training your vibration, go to the Abraham videos homebuiltindoorplane posted on YouTube today (especially Pt. 2):


http://tinyurl.com/Abraham-Acc-ts-ReceivablePt-1


http://tinyurl.com/Abraham-Acc-ts-ReceivablePt-2


So here we are now, me behind the wheel and definitely in the Vortex, fabulous partner beside me, a little of all kinds of weather--crispy cold, sunny, cloudy, and, as always here in Oregon, a chance of rain, and off we go. I'm thinking of all the pleasant events of the last day or so, and am even distracted enough to forget for a minute that I'm going south on the freeway instead of my usual north. But fabulous partner is there to remind me and he doesn't seem the least bit stressed about it and as I hit the freeway something in me just clicks and I'm even happier. We've got the radio on and the reception isn't great and fabulous partner says, oh, it's just this hill and once we're over it reception will be great and this guy plays some really good music, so we turn down the radio and chat. We begin to take in the scenery and I'm happy to be in the Vortex to appreciate the bare trees against the blue, blue sky. In fact it's been this winter and being in the Vortex so much that I've decided I love winter's exposure of deciduous architecture just as much as the same trees in their leafy wardrobes. We get up over the hill and yes, there's the music. And it's the blues to contrast with the sun spreading in perfection over the broad acid green fields to our right.  Enhancing our journey as well are at least five large hawks, a number of kestrels and even a gigantic bald eagle swooping right over our roof. I insist on keeping count and laughingly high-fiving every sighting. We're enjoying it all. At one point it's spring to our left and winter on our right where the hills are foggy and snow-capped and beautiful. 


And despite our slightly tight schedule, fabulous partner reads my mind and suggests we stop for a coffee along the way. It takes but a minute and we're back on the road with our journey-enhancing beverages and an increasingly vibrant soundtrack. We're both car-dancing a little when I remember how to milk being in the vortex. I keep the music up loud and I yell out the components of what's making this a Vortextual experience.


"It's the sunlight," I say, "and the music playing and the feel of the air on my skin. It's you and me smiling and the colors around us and the taste of this Chai."


And the milking is really working, because the slinky song we're listening to with its cool vocals playing off a really nice percussion line begins to move into a beautiful scorching build that leads to one of the most beautiful guitar solos we've ever heard up to now. And it just goes on and on ascending into places only a guitar player can take you and we're right there with it. We're flying by gorgeous scenery and being amazing cooperative components in our Vortexes in a beautiful Sunday moment on the freeway in Oregon.


"And that was Buddy Guy," says the announcer, which surprises me. I don't really remember Buddy Guy being that lyrical a player. 


"And that was Carlos Santana on guitar."


Of course it was. Carlos Santana is my favorite guitar player and I've been in the Vortex with him numerous times in my life. (You can hear part of the solo here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4p6C4Fg_GXU
but I think you'll have to buy the album to hear the whole thing.)


Does it get any better than this? Yeah, if you keep milking it, it does. I have enough evidence by now to know that the Universe will knock itself out to provide you with anything you desire when you're in the Vortex. You are, after all, in there with the power that creates worlds, and the leverage of the Vortex is at your disposal.


Suddenly it's raining. Hard. I slow to negotiate the road and realize that I like being warm and dry inside our comfy vehicle. The pelting quiets slightly and I yell, "These are perfect conditions for a rainbow. I bet we're gonna see one. I know we are."


I turn my head slightly to my left and there they are. Two of them. It's a double freaking rainbow, people. Double rainbow! I barely get the sentence out of my mouth and the Universe has delivered to me in real time a DOUBLE RAINBOW! And I'm yelling now, just like the guy on the viral video.** "Double rainbow. Oh, my God. Double rainbow."

I'm laughing and I'm high-fiving and I'm fuh-reaking out inside the Vortex. Not only am I a cooperative component with one of the biggest jackpots that nature has to offer, so is my fabulous partner. It's almost too much to stand, but it isn't. It isn't because I'm beginning to expect all this useless beauty. Beauty that has no purpose other than to please me as I drive south on the freeway on a Sunday afternoon. Beauty that is there in my Vortex at all times awaiting me. Beauty that serves me in such specific ways that I know it is just for me because I am loved and adored and, as Abraham says so often, I am doing very, very well. 


  

*See yesterday's blog, "Swept Into The Vortex"  

** http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQSNhk5ICTI

Abraham: SWEPT INTO THE VORTEX

I come to you once again from inside the Vortex. I just listened to another homebuiltindoorplane Abraham video and right in the middle got swept into the Vortex powerfully. I'm doing a lot more tracking of my own physical sensations lately because I'm practicing Somatic Experiencing with so many people lately, and I want to remember to track the wonderful sensations I feel when I am in the Vortex and milking it. As I sit here on my couch with my computer warming my lap and think about the segment of the Abraham excerpt that swept me in a few minutes ago, here are some of the sensations I am experiencing in my body:


-a warm surging tug on the right side of my "heart"
-a line of pleasant pressure spreading up my left ear canal and into my jaw
-a sensation of airy shimmering in my chest region


And as I track those sensations, many more arise around different parts of my body. The pleasant sensations expand and multiply and contribute to the milking process. Now I'm feeling a lovely pressing on my right temple and my forehead is warm.


If I attempt to use words to describe what it's like in the Vortex, I'm often at a loss. Yes, I am excited, I am interested, I am playful, joyful and expansive, but I've often felt that I could convey what it's like in here more clearly. What I notice when I track sensation is that I then create an even larger capacity for pleasant sensations. That is, of course, one of the tenets of Somatic Experiencing. Peter Levine's new book is even called "In An Unspoken Voice: How the Body Releases Trauma and Restores Goodness", which I think is a wonderful concept. Restoring goodness is so simple and so basic and we all want to feel good. One of the things I LOVE about Peter Levine is that he frames thing in such positive terms. I think that speaking of restoring goodness is a very Abraham approach, so yet another shout out to one of my modern-day heroes, Dr. Levine. In my SE training, another very Abraham-like thing we learned was to envision clients as having all that they needed to restore this goodness. We even experimented with holding other, perhaps more typical client-practitioner thoughts of a lower vibration as we worked with partners. This was done in total silence. We simply stood behind the person and thought the lower vibe thoughts and then discussed the affects and then beamed the higher vibrations at them from our heart areas. Dramatically different feeling! And wonderful training.


When I'm practicing SE, I'm really striving to see people through the eyes of Source, which is basically what we were doing in that exercise. It's more than "striving" because it simply happens and I'm sure that this is why I get into the Vortex as I work with people. I hadn't recalled until recently how good it felt to simply be beheld by my own counselor during our SE sessions. She used to just look at me and smile, which took some getting used to, but which became a wonderful part of our sessions.  


So, when you get into the Vortex, experiment a little with tracking the sensations that go with the good-feeling emotions and thoughts and I'm pretty sure you'll enjoy it.


Oh, yes, and here's the YouTube link:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2f_bLKjfbo

I especially like this excerpt from the Albuquerque workshop because I've heard questions recently about how to deal with other people as you work to raise your own vibration and to stay up to speed with your new vibrational setpoint. I think there's some cool info in this segment.


I want to examine from a purely positive vantage point how contrast has served me in an extremely beautiful way in the last 18 hours or so. I want to do it in such a way that I don't tell a negative story, which is ironic, because the contrast came as a result of dipping into my old story. The fantastic news is that I felt the vibrational indicators right away and when I delayed paying attention for a very short time, they very rapidly manifested physically. I think that is fantastic news because to me it says that I spend enough time in the Vortex these days that I get these manifestations like lightning and the even better news is that I can figure out how to focus my thoughts and bring myself around to an even better-feeling place than where I was before the unwanted physical manifestation.


To backtrack just slightly I will say that for a very long time I have imagined being in a room with a whole lot of like-minded people having a good time co-creating fun and talking about Abraham and related teachers and subjects. I had a wonderful opportunity to experience that yesterday and I found it to be energizing and expansive. I have had, up to now, a tendency to illustrate my joy in where my life is today by talking about how bad my life used to be. And while I didn't go into great detail yesterday about my old story, I made reference to it numerous times. Last night, just a few hours afterward, I began experiencing a small twinge at one site on my body. This twinge quickly grew into quite a strong sensation of tugging in that area of my body. I am smiling as I enjoy the wisdom of my body in using tugging as an attention-getting mechanism. How cool is that?


I will not go into any more detail than that because to do so would be focusing on a manifestation that I did not want--I will simply not tell that story. The story I want to tell is that it got my attention; I cleaned up my vibration with, in small part, some physical methods that have served me in the past, but in much larger part, with directed thinking. So, yes, I did direct my attention to other, better-feeling parts of my body. I did use some tracking of the tugging sensation. I did some soothing and stretching of my physical body. And most importantly, I made statements like:


"I've experienced physical contrast before and it has always cleared up."


"I don't need to label this as anything more than a strong sensation I'm temporarily experiencing."


"This will probably improve very rapidly because I noticed this right away. And better yet, I'm very clear about the thoughts that preceded this physical manifestation." 


"Oh, I adore my body and its ability to get my attention with these blessed vibrational indicators."


"I can easily soothe myself  out of resistance to the powerful current of the stream of good health that flows never-endingly."

The sensation subsided beautifully and when I noticed a twinge this morning as I awoke, I decided to bask and to stir up some fun with my partner. We've been enjoying a "photo" called "Did You Lose A Cat?" a lot lately:

"Did you lose a cat?"

While we lay in bed, me with my little twinge, he half-asleep, I said, "Say something funny."


"Did you lose a cat?" he replied.


We laughed and laughed. And then we riffed in our comedic Vortex. We are not appropriate in there. I won't repeat ANY of the stupid-cool-dumb things that made us howl. We just have that special chemistry together that enables us to co-create gut-busting, tears-down-the-face laughter at 6 AM on a Sunday. 


And the twinge? Gone in the gales.

Abraham: A SQUIRREL MADE ME DO IT

I am happy to say that I've been in the Vortex at least 60% of the time since I last blogged. Here's what's cool about that:


That's just an average. Lately, like this past week, it's been a much, much higher percentage of each day. I'd say 80% of the time I'm in or very near the Vortex. I'm getting kicked out many fewer times and when I'm out, I don't stay out long. 


This is a fabulous way to live!!! I'm much more in tune with my emotional state. And because I've been doing a lot more Somatic Experiencing with people, I'm also much more in tune with my own body and what it is saying to me. That, of course, is directly related to our emotions and is a real gift when you want to live adjacent to and in the Vortex. 


Much of what is manifesting right now is as a result of requests that I put out to the Universe in a more formal way several months back. And those requests came out of the longer process of me expanding, not keeping up with who I had expanded to be, which caused negative emotion, which I ignored thus causing it to get bigger. I won't go into detail about the old story I was living, because even though it caused me to put fabulous and wonderful things into my vibrational escrow it is it old news. Focusing on the old story in this moment would cause me to lower my vibration and I feel really, really good right now. Suffice it to say, I ignored negative emotion (and not even the big stuff--the little irritations, frustrations and annoyances) long enough for it to manifest physically. Eventually, THAT got my attention, and eventually I focused-wheeled and found out what it was I really wanted.


One of the things I really wanted was to be doing more Somatic Experiencing with people. I always get into the Vortex either before, during or after doing SE with a client (sometimes all three). I formally put out the call to the Universe a few months back and then forgot about it. Now it's manifesting and it's really wonderful. Layers and layers of gifts come to me from this practicing the art of Somatic Experiencing. I'm noticing that after I work with someone, my neocortex sifts through all the information my senses gathered during the session. This is done outside of my conscious awareness. I'm just living my life and appreciating and basking and being swept into the Vortex and milking it, and BOOM a big chunk of synthesized information is delivered to my conscious awareness in the form of insight, inspiration and knowing. I "see" parts of the session and know how to use that information when I next work with the person, for instance. Or I have a beautiful loving awareness of that person's gifts. It's really, really wonderful.


I've put out lots of other requests that I notice are being answered in various ways. One general request is for more ease and joy in my busy, active life. I used to try to achieve that by getting things done so that I could have fun later. But I've noticed that if I really wait for inspiration and do not take action before I'm in the Vortex, I accomplish so much more through the leverage of the Vortex. I've been puttering a lot more, which I really enjoy, and which, in the old story I judged and labeled negatively. Now I putter my way into large projects and really wonderful routines and practices. I'm hooked on beautiful, organic juices because in my puttering around on YouTube I found a guy who has some great juice recipes. I puttered my way into cleaning out several cupboards and a whole pantry in preparation for the kitchen remodel. I've waited for inspiration to take walks and have had some completely in-the-Vortex treks that are longer and much more enjoyable from start to finish than any action-based walks of the past. 


In fact, I'm still in my walking clothes. I woke up this morning and basked, joked and chatted with my amazing, brilliant and funny partner. We got up out of bed and I looked out our bedroom window while I was totally in the Vortex. I saw a fantastic vista of sky and neighborhood through the black branches of bare trees. I daydreamed out loud about a balcony where we could sit and enjoy that view and wait for the birds to come out. Then I came downstairs and began preparations to make juice. I had just cut some ginger into juicer-sized pieces when I looked out the kitchen window and saw one of our local squirrel comedians doing some entertaining pranks on the trunk of our giant oak tree. 


"That's it," I thought, "I'm getting out there with the squirrels and the sky and I'm going for a walk."

That, of course, was the call of source, and it was one of the best walks I ever took--up to now.


Really, the incidences and coincidences, the joyful encounters, the breathtaking moments and the fun experiences that I again imagine photographed and assigned to pretty index cards are stacking up so high that I can't even see the top of the heap. Here are just a couple:


I won a door prize at a very cool open house where I unexpectedly ran into wonderful people whom I know and love and ate some gorgeous and delicious food.


I got an email from my son telling me that T-Mobile was giving away smart phones to upgrade-ready customers. I have been lusting after an Android phone for a long time and was waiting for my contract renewal to get here so I could get one. I thought my contract was up in February, so I was overjoyed to hear this wonderful news. Here's a little twist, though. I checked and found that I was actually eligible for an upgrade in October and would have spent $149 then because I really, really wanted the phone. Not only that, my wonderful partner was also eligible for upgrade and on the night before the promotion we went and picked out a phone for him--a gray LG Dlite. I was in a wonderfully expansive place around the whole Android experience and made a decision to be the first in line on Friday morning--just an inspiration, really, which I followed. I was escorted into the store personally by one of the T-Mobile associates and put in my order. She went into the back and came out with both phones announcing to her co-workers, "That was the last gray Dlite in stock, people."


Wow, it's a good life! 

Abraham: MANIFESTATION IN REAL TIME

MY MIND IS OFFICIALLY BLOWN

Just 10 minutes before beginning this Vortex Diary I opened an email I received from my brother and got swept into the Vortex on a HUGE tide of alignment confirmation. You know how Abraham says that we don't necessarily know the how's and who's and when's of the manifestation of our desires? That if we work on raising our general vibration and begin having faith in the reality of the Vortex, we'll eventually go from hope to a knowing, which then allows us to become the genius creators that we truly are? And that manifestations begin happening almost in real time? We think it and there it is? And that really, it's a remembering of what we knew before we manifested physically? Well, that's where I am in this moment: I just caught up with who I really am and am enjoying my genius status very much (it really fun to be a genius, I'm finding).


Here's the scoop: I've been placing phone calls to my very busy brother who lives in the land of 7-foot snowdrifts back East. I've been calling him off and on for weeks and he's called me and we haven't connected. If I try to reach someone and can't and find myself thinking anything negative, I say, "I'm having a Step One Moment right now. Wow, my Step Three (the Manifestation) must be getting really big!"


He called me back yesterday and we had a short and very pleasant conversation as he and his wonderful wife set out on a walk into the snow trenches that are currently their streets. At the end of the call, he conveyed a message from my sister-in-law, saying that she missed the Vortex Diary. I told him that I would not only write a blogpost that very day, but that I would dedicate it to her, which I did when I sent out the Vortex Diary email notification to my blog readers. 


Now if you watched the second video I linked to yesterday or read that post, you know that I've been changing my approach to the Vortex. I've been waiting to be swept in and then milking it and doing my creating from inside the Vortex. I began writing yesterday's blog immediately after I spoke to my brother, whom I love as much as I love anyone in the Universe and with thoughts of my sister-in-law, whom I also love like that, so I got swept in as I began writing. I had been intending to write about that experience of those buzzing white-light dots outside my head because it had been so vivid and so profound, and these wonderful people INSPIRED me into action, which is very different than MOTIVATING myself to do something.


Sidebar: I had coffee Saturday afternoon with a beloved friend and I was explaining to her my understanding of this Abraham concept, which sharpened the concept in my mind. I think this concept is hugely important in understanding Abraham.


So I finished the blogpost and sent it off into the Universe and I felt good about it. And sometimes because I'm doing this new thing of waiting to be swept in, I get a little antsy if I'm not in the Vortex in a big way. So when I had those thoughts I'd just do the, "I'm doing that thing that I do (that disconnects me from Source Energy); aren't I precious," and move on. I puttered, watched YouTube, sent some emails, cleaned up my email and my DVR, talked on the phone, watched a movie and tv, sang, installed and played "Plants Vs. Zombies" which I got from my beloved son for Xmas, made some really good tuna with sauerkraut mixed in, played around with an RSS feed for the blog, and VEGGED! (I'm a bachelorette--my partner is out-of-state.) And when I felt really good, I'd look at the kitchen picture on yesterday's Vortex Diary and get excited about it. (I waded through a lot of "after" remodel pics for that one and it's really close to what I want in my kitchen.) Or I'd dream about some thing or experience I want to have. All from inside or around the Vortex.


And I noticed an email from my bro, but for some reason I didn't open it. BUT JUST NOW WHEN I DID........


I found a video. I started playing it. It's one of those vids with the powerful music and the still photos and drawings and I immediately began underestimating it. In fact, I used the scrubber bar to move ahead in the video and saw some words that caught my eye right at:


2:49 in the video


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNaGMS4rz6U&feature=player_embedded#


That's where they begin talking about changes in DNA brought about by our thoughts and emotions. I paused the video immediately and wrote my brother the following email (I'll delete and add some things for clarification):

I have been writing and thinking a lot lately about music's affect on me. Back in the late 70's when I lived in the Bay Area, I attended the Berkeley Jazz Festival several times and went to the Keystone (a premier jazz club) and saw some of the great jazz masters (Mingus, Roland Kirk, Stanley Clark collaborating w/Carlos Santana in his Buddhist phase, Jon Hendricks, etc.). And even before that I saw Stevie Wonder for the first time (around 1973) at what is now the Schnitz (in Portland, Oregon), and certain gospel music in that same venue. I would walk away from those experiences a changed person. We used to call them peak experiences and of course they were intensely pleasurable. And to put into words what I felt about the person I was after having those musical experiences I used to say, "That music rearranged my chromosomes."

And that's a phrase I've used ever since then. In fact when I was writing about the Brahms, (see Vortex Diary entitiled "Expansion Expanding") I was going to put that phrase and this explanation into that piece. I actually went online and did some research to see if that could possibly be an accurate statement, but I didn't find what I was looking for (doubt will always block a manifestation) and I did not want to put in some far-fetched idea into a piece that someone who knew more than I did might read someday (giving a rip about what anyone else thinks will also block or slow down a manifestation). So here it is two weeks later and you send me this video that confirms what I've been saying for over 30 years. I bow to you. I love you. Thank you. this email is going straight into my next blogpost along with the link to the video! You are awesome. 

Another example of lining up energy and how alignment puts the right people with the right information right in front of you and even delivers it to our inbox.

MMMMMMWWWWWAAAAAAAA!!!!!! (That's a big kiss from me to you and Edna!) (That's the identity my SIL uses when the 3 of us enter the Vortex together and talk like hillbillies [I use the term lovingly--I am a Mexican/Italian hillbilly from Gold Hill, Oregon, so I'm really a Gold Hillbilly.])

Love,

Judy

After I wrote this email, I went back to finish watching the video. I was already in a total Vortex Blissout when I found an illustration at the following point in the video that moved me to tears:


3:50 in the video


This is an accurate picture of what I was describing to you in yesterday's Vortex Diary. These are the dots of light I described. They're outside the skull and emanating from inside the brain. The only real difference is that I had more dots of light more densely concentrated around my skull and as I tracked the buzzing sensation I found more of these dots of light inside my body in my heart region. 


So, yeah, I don't know how to end this post because I could go on and on, but I'm getting hungry. I'll just mention that while I was writing this I had two more manifestations (one a phone call and one a mail delivery) that I had been wanting.**


So if you're wondering if it's worth it to get into the Vortex and then....


IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




**And when I went looking for an image similar to the one in the video, I went straight to the actual one from the video by googling "brain waves"!